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IMG_3900We just returned from a family trip to the Maine coast, where we spent much of our time exploring the water.  Of course, with small boys, a pool is just as thrilling as an ocean.  Now that we’re back we’ll miss the ocean but will be very happy with pool and lake swimming!

Just a short post this morning (joining in Renee’s Savoring Summer series) since I have to “recover” from our trip (translation: make my way through a mountain of laundry and unpacking) plus…go to swimming lessons!

I’m not sure I’m going to keep up with this blog.  In one sense, I’m shocked that it’s been two months since I have posted (and even then my posts were so sporadic) and in another, I’m indifferent.  I’m not sure what I want for this blog.  I don’t necessarily want to blog about the garden anymore, although I have high hopes for next year’s garden and am not wanting not to blog (what a mouthful!) because I was discouraged at times this summer.  I just feel like there isn’t much for me to add of interest.  I don’t want a homeschooling blog – there are plenty of good ones and I feel like homeschooling is so deeply personal that blogging about it won’t help anyone.  Not that blogging has to help, either.

I could keep the blog as my personal journal, but I have never really seen the point of having a publicly available journal.  It could be for family news and photo sharing, but I don’t think even my mom checks here for updates anymore – none of my family is particularly tied to the computer and in fact it would be dangerous to rely on it to keep in touch with them!

What to do?

I’m reluctant to give up the domain in case I want to take it all up again.  But I’m reluctant to pay for the domain if I’m not going to use it!

Well, I haven’t any more answers now than when I began this silly post, but in case anyone ever checks, you’ll at least have this post to let you know that maybe LVF will go away in the future.

Lastly, if anyone has sage advice about how to make a decision about all this, feel free to comment!

There is just too much heat, weeding to do, rotten garlic, mess, dirt, dust, laundry, stunted tomato plants, dirty dishes, shredded corn plants.

There is not enough energy, time, cooling off, exercise, help.

I am feeling a bit overwhelmed, can you tell?

I am grateful that we have a home and nice yard, but I honestly want to scale back, down, whatever.  I am burned out on gardening and trying to keep up with it and everything else.  Today I want to sew a pillowcase skirt and make socks from sweater sleeves.  Instead, I did five loads of laundry,  made deodorant,  and pulled out the rotten garlic and threw it on the compost pile.  I also pulled out the peas so I can chop the vines up and dig them back into the soil.  I think that my soil is severely lacking.  That’s the only explanation I have for plants that just don’t seem to be doing as well as in previous years.  My compost bins are poorly located, thanks to my own bad judgement, and are taking years, yes, years longer than they should be to produce a usable finished product.  I’ve put in small amounts of compost here and there as I planted, but it’s clear that I just need to do a lot more soil amendment.

In other garden news:

  • The potatoes look ok.  Not great, but ok.  They need weeding.
  • The cabbage looks ok, but probably need another dusting of BT.
  • The carrots are fine.
  • The kale is beautiful.  Too bad I don’t feel like eating it.
  • The peas are done.
  • The chard is looking good.  Colorful.  Some slug damage, but that’s par for the course.
  • The beans are flowering.
  • The peppers mostly look ok.  The hot peppers are flowering and the serranos have actually produced a few fruits.
  • The cilantro is going to seed, but the new crop is coming up pretty well.
  • The basil looks yellow, mostly.
  • The cucumbers are growing, looking fine, but behind because I had to replant due to varmint damage.
  • The onions look small to me,  but who knows.  I should go look at last year’s photos to compare.
  • The tomatoes look stunted, and like they are suffering from blight.  They are flowering and producing tiny fruits, but I have not much hope for a good crop this year.  Sigh.  So disappointing.
  • The garlic is rotten, and is in the compost pile.
  • The scallions and leeks look fine.  Leeks probably need thinning.
  • The corn is gone.  The same unknown critter has done its damage once again.  Comes in and shreds the plants, then leaves them laying there.  What the heck, creature?   Eat the damn plants at least, would you?  Don’t just shred them for sport.  And could you also please explain why it’s just the corn?  What do you have against corn?
  • The weeds are doing best of all.  They are really taking off and don’t seem to mind any of the ridiculous crap Mother Nature is throwing at us this year.  I will undoubtedly have a great crop of weeds.  Oh, wait.  Weeds weren’t on my list.  Who planted those?

Right now I’m ignoring the perennials and herbs that need attention.  Why focus on those when I have all these pitiful vegetables to cry over?

That’s all for now, thanks for reading my sad tale!

What a beautiful day it is today!  I had planned to get out in the garden early, to sow more spinach and chard, and cucumbers.  The cucumber plants have been eaten by some varmint and I managed to only save two, which are now protected in wire cages, from the beast.  So I need to plant more, and am thankful it’s not too late.

However, it’s 1:15 pm and I haven’t done it yet!  Why not, you may well ask?  I keep scratching my head at the answer – it feels like I have done nothing today, but in reality, I’ve done a fair amount.  Just to help myself feel better, I’m going to list what I can remember of the things I’ve done today, and maybe it will look like a lot and I’ll feel redeemed.

Hmmm…let’s see.

I stripped the sheets off our bed and gathered the clothing strewn around the boys’ room and took it all to the basement to wash.  I then found a load of clean, wrinkled clothes in the dryer.  Apparently Scott did a small load of laundry while I was gone to CT on Sunday.  Took that upstairs and put it with the unfolded laundry still sitting in my room from the end of last week.

Inexplicably, I found that this would be a good time to clean off the table in the guest room (which has been holding huge piles of wool scraps for a winter quilt) to photograph the table.  I’m thinking of trying to sell it.  It’s a beautiful solid maple table I made years ago with a VT woodworker, with breadboard ends and tapered legs, 8 feet long, in case any of you would like to buy it, hahaha).  Of course I haven’t yet photographed it, but the piles have moved.

I made our morning oatmeal (different preparation for each of us!) and sat down to eat with the boys.  Then I washed a big load of dishes, since I did not do them last night.

I folded the two clean loads of laundry, and washed the sheets and hung them out to dry and started another load!  I had to make up a quick batch of laundry soap before starting that second load, but that doesn’t take very long.

I picked up a bunch of toys in the kids’ room, and sat down to read 5 or 6 Magic School Bus books and one Star Wars comics to the boys.

I washed and refilled the hummingbird feeder and bird bath.

I called our neighbor to see if he’d come over with his truck on Saturday and haul a ton of construction debris (from last year, yes!) to the dump on Saturday.

I played with legos with the boys for a few minutes and helped them clean up their marble run pieces.

I cleaned up some cat puke (you’re welcome).

I cut up a dozen or so boxes from the basement to pieces that were a suitable size to fit in our recycling bin, which gets picked up on Thursday.  Phew, now I can walk through part of the basement.  I also hauled an old, falling apart dresser to the curb in hopes that someone will stop and take it away.  This is surprisingly effective most of the time, so I hope it works today.

I picked a bucket full of lettuce and brought it in to put in a sink full of water to make the bugs fall off!

I made a picnic lunch and took it outside to eat with the boys in the sunshine.  We had a really nice picnic!

I put away a bunch of containers that had held my vegetable starts, back they go to the basement shelf until next winter!

I tossed a bunch of rotting garlic that I dug up last night onto the compost pile.  I emptied and washed our compost bucket from the kitchen and sat it on the lawn in the sun to deodorize it!

I responded to my husband’s email about car woes and his upcoming business trip.

I chatted with my neighbor while Alec brought her her wrapped coins that he had counted and wrapped for her as a “job”.  He has been asking her for work to do in his quest to earn money for Legos and other toys.  She is so gracious about finding useful things to do that she is willing to pay a small sum for.  We have the best neighbors.

And that’s brought us to now.  I have a small person standing next to me requesting food again, so I better wrap this up!  I’ll have to publish and read to see whether I think I’ve accomplished more than I thought I had.  Next I am hoping Scott will come home to work here while I go out for a bike ride.  We’ll see.

How’s your day shaping up?

I’ve mentioned this blog before.  It inspired me in a number of ways – in my outdoors adventures with my children, in taking our healthy lifestyle to new levels, to take more pictures (is this possible?) to write in my own blog and hopefully to inspire others.  Most recently, I used Renee’s recipes to make my own moisturizing lotion and lip balm.  My mom’s birthday was coming, and I wanted something lovely, homemade, and useful to give to her as a gift.  I had a friend who gave me something she made, and wanted to give her something in return.  So, I began gathering my supplies.  I had to order a few things that I couldn’t find at our co-op, such as beeswax.  That came from another lovely homeschooling family in northern Vermont.  I felt really happy being able to support their family business/homestead, if only in a small way.  I ordered a few containers to package the gifts in, also.  I borrowed a kitchen scale (then bought my own when I realized my friend’s scale wasn’t quite accurate enough) and got to work one rainy afternoon when we were all content to be inside.

I’ll never buy lip balm again.  It was so easy and simple, and even quick to make.  It feels and smells wonderful and stays on a long time.  It doesn’t feel like I’m wearing wax lips!  It will make wonderful Christmas gifts.

Lip balm cooling

Lip balm cooling

My lotion didn’t quite turn out how I expected.  I loved how it smelled (so did the boys!) but it isn’t quite runny enough to call lotion – I have been calling it body butter, but it might also be called salve – I have to use a spoon to get mine out of my jar.  Once I do a thorough job of massaging it into my skin, it does feel really nice!  However, next time I think I will add some liquid oil instead of some of the solid fats I used.  I didn’t use any essential oils because I liked how it smelled as it was.  I do love the smell of coconut oil, and would love some lotion that smells just like that – so I may try to concoct something for summer using that.

My next concoction is going to be deodorant.  I’ve just been using corn starch and it works really well, but I’d like something for Scott to use, too, that isn’t full of unpronounceable ingredients, and he’s not too excited about using corn starch.

All this homemade goodness had me reflecting on inspiration.  Plenty of times I’ve come across good ideas, but they don’t necessarily inspire me to change the way I do things, or make something I haven’t made, whether useful, lovely, or otherwise.   There are hundreds of beautiful blogs out there, many full of good ideas, but they don’t inspire me the way Renee’s blog recently did.  Maybe it’s because Renee is sort of like me.   We do have a lot in common.  Of course, there are differences, too.  There is a lot about her family life that I’d like to see in ours, but I (most likely) won’t.  I cherish what we have here, but there are ways of life that I value that I will never probably not achieve, because I live with three other people, not all of whom are on the same wavelength as me in a few of these areas.  Scott hates hiking, he loves meat, he’s a little jaded and stubborn when it comes to the health of our planet.  That’s not to say he doesn’t have some excellent qualities, of course!  But some of our values are a bit different from each other.

There’s another popular blog out there that many, many people find inspiring.  Another Mainer – another homeschooler – another crafter.  She’s published two books that arose from the success of her blog.  I actually own both of those books, but I don’t find her lifestyle or a lot of the things she does or makes all that inspiring, for some reason.  Why?

I guess for me, inspiration comes from the combination of beauty, purpose, creativity, skill, and simplicity.  I like to read about interesting people with interesting, close families, that do interesting things together and apart.   The things they do are familiar enough, simple enough and valued enough by me that I know I can or would want to do them, with the amount of time I have available.  My kids are great at inspiring me, of course, but moms like Renee inspire in another way.

Where do you find your inspiration?  Why does it inspire you?

Mostly photos, a few words.

Bare feet…little and less little:

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This look is so Jonas (but what did he do with his glasses?):

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Garlic, uncovered to soak in the sun:

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The bikes are back out!

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A familiar scene (when did this boy get so big?!)

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A dinosaur with working parts (I forget which one this is, but he knows):

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We made capes the other day – superhero for Jonas, Jedi style for Alec:

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Boys exploring, playing, in their element:

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He loves tools:

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When spring disappears for a few days (brrr…it’s wintery out today!) what do I do?  Bring it back, of course, with some green for the inside!

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Have a great weekend, everyone!  I need to get back to that paint can!

Typing that post header made me think of Jack Handy’s “Deep Thoughts” – and then I wished I had something dryly witty to write about.  I don’t.

I have been reading this blog recently, and it makes me want to write in my own.  It would probably help if I spent some time thinking about what to write about, maybe make some lists, but at the moment I’m having one of those days where I just want to DO something.  No thinking, just doing.

This need first became apparent when I decided, after living here for three plus years, that today, right now I need to clean out the pantry and paint it.  Oh, my poor husband.  I took everything out of the pantry and set it haphazardly around the kitchen (There!  Self, you can do nothing else til this job is done and everything is put away!  You won’t even be able to make dinner in this room!  Nothing like a little challenge!).  I vacuumed the pantry, and scrubbed the shelves (after being totally disgusted by finding mouse poop on them!) and when I am done writing here, I’m likely heading to Home Depot to pick out (with minimal forethought) a gallon of paint.  I am not going to get bogged down by making the pantry perfect before painting, either.   I want it to be clean, and make me feel happy when I walk in to it.   I think I am going to paint it a vivid lime green.  Then when I am done, I’m putting stuff back in there in some way that makes sense, and not putting back some of the “stuff” that we apparently could not live without that we have not even seen since moving in.  Hard cheese grater, anyone?  Thank goodness for freecycle!

The boys were thrilled to get to paw through some of the stuff in there and take things out to play with.  They found three funnels of varying sizes.  FUN!  They’ll have fun helping me paint, too.  So now we’re off – time to get some paint!  It’s only 1:30 – I think I’ll paint and then take the kids for a hike over at Pine Hill.  It’s sunny out, after all!

I have wanted to try this for ages!  I finally had what I needed to make my mom some drawstring pajama pants from old sheets!  Mom does not live close enough for me to grab a pair of her current pjs to work with.  Finally it dawned on me that my neighbor’s pants might do, and I borrowed some!  I had a set of sheets that we aren’t using anymore because the fitted sheet ripped.  The top sheet was in great shape though!  Check out what I was able to do in less than two hours, without a pattern!  For someone who doesn’t sew often, and who was distracted the entire time by a three year old who wanted to figure out how the sewing machine worked (if I was using the iron) or how the iron worked (when I was using the sewing machine), I thought this was a pretty good result.

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I used the top part of the sheet as the hem, reducing the work to only cutting out the legs (using folded pjs as a guide and adding a seam allowance) and sewing the rest in three simple steps.  I had some ribbon in my sewing stash from some long forgotten project that never materialized.  It appears to be the perfect length.  I can’t wait to send these to mom.  They’re part of a two-week overdue birthday gift.  Well the rest of the gift was on time, and my mom is the queen of unfinished gifts, so she understands.

While I had the sewing machine out, I made these in less than an hour, for Alec:

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These were even easier – I used an old tshirt of Scott’s (again using the hem of the shirt for the hemmed bottom of the leg) and a pair of his current pjs for sizing.  These have an elastic waist which is a lot easier than drawstring, but you need an actual person to measure to make them, no measuring the neighbor for these!   They’re cute, easy, and use up old clothing!  Now I need to get all my friends to save me their old cute tshirts.

In garden news…I didn’t do any gardening this weekend really.  I planned to, but it just didn’t happen.  I was on the sewing kick.  The lettuce, spinach and peas have all sprouted, and the stuff in the basement is coming along.  Most of it looks really healthy.  The onions have taken a beating and I am wondering if they’ll make it.  The cat ate the tops off all the plants – down to about two inches per plant.  Damn cat.  I really need to plant raspberries, but that means getting more dirt and removing the rest of the patio.  The boys are doing an admirable job digging out the bricks, but on a kids’ schedule, which means when the mood strikes, for as long or as little as they want.  It doesn’t usually last too long.

That’s all for now.  Time to eat something and get outside, hang laundry on the line (mmmmm….the smell of sun dried clothing!) and ride bikes with the little ones!

It all started with floor cleaner.  We had put down a new floor in the kitchen of the condo, and the manufacturer recommended their own cleaning product for it.  Go figure.  It was a “no-rinse” formula, and as I was mopping the floor with it, I could not help but notice the smell.  At the time, Alec was about ready to start crawling, and I just kept thinking “it can’t be good for him to crawl around breathing this stuff in and getting it on his hands.”   And my quest for something healthier began.  Now, I can’t think of a commercial cleaner that finds its way into the house, unless it’s something that Scott has in the workshop for cleaning car or bike parts.  Nasty stuff.

Here are my hints/recipes, in no particular order…

All purpose cleaning spray – vinegar and water.  I am not sure of the ratio – I just wing it, but it could be around 50/50.

Soft cleaning scrub (I clean the tub/shower surround with this) – Put about 1/3 to 1/2 cup baking soda in a container (I use my leftover yogurt containers for this) and add enough liquid soap to make a somewhat thin paste.  I add a couple drops of tea tree oil to this.  If this is too much for the job at hand, you can add about a teaspoon of glycerine to the mix and it should keep it from drying out.  Just make sure you have a tight fitting lid.  You can get glycerine at the pharmacy.  Liquid soap can be found at the grocery store (in the health food section) or the co-op.  I love the Vermont Soapworks (www.vermontsoap.com) liquid soap.  It comes in a variety of scents.  I get unscented in case I am adding scented essential oils to it.

Toilet Bowl Cleaner – put about 1/2 cup baking soda into the bowl.  Pour in some white vinegar.  Add a generous squirt of liquid soap.  Scrub.  If you have a hard water ring, it can be removed really easily with a pumice stone.

Window Cleaner – vinegar and water.  I just wing it when it comes to the ratio, but most people suggest 4 parts water to 1 part vinegar.  Also recommended but untried by me – you can add a small amount of liquid soap to this if your windows are particularly grimy.  I clean windows with a scubbing sponge and squeegee and then dry the perimeter with a paper towel.  I get no streaks with this method, as long as I’m not cleaning in direct sunlight!  Don’t use newspaper unless you want an incredible mess on your hands.

Floor cleaner - once again, vinegar and water.  I can’t think of a floor surface that this isn’t appropriate for.  Supposedly adding a small amount of skim milk will add shine to wood floors, but I haven’t tried it yet.

Drain cleaner - baking soda and vinegar.  I eyeball the proportions (and I call these recipes! Humph!).  If you have metal pipes, you can follow this with boiling water.  Just don’t do it if you have PVC pipes, or they will melt!

Water spots on wood – can be removed with mayonaise or toothpaste

Freshening cutting boards (ours don’t smell like garlic anymore!) – spray vinegar on them and allow to air dry

Freshening garbage disposal – grind up a lemon.  Anytime I make hummus, I take what’s left of the lemons and toss them down, and it works like a charm!

Laundry detergent, safe for septics – 1c washing soda, 1c borax, 1c grated soap.  I like to use homemade soap or Vermont Soapworks or Dr. Bronners.  I grate the soap in my food processor, which takes only seconds!  You can buy soap flakes, I believe, that would work just as well.  I use about 2 tablespoons per load.

In case you’ve never heard of washing soda – I get it at the grocery store in the laundry section.  It’s packaged by Arm and Hammer.

Dishwashing liquid – finally, a true recipe:

  • 1.5 c water
  • 3 T liquid soap
  • 2t glycerine
  • 2T white vinegar
  • 1/4 t essential oil (I like lavender)

I keep this in a water bottle (a bike bottle) and use a small amount in a sink full of water or just squirted on the dish sponge.

That’s about all I can think of!

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“Rare and doomed is the creature that soils its nest”

Have you heard this, or read it?  I have always been a rabid recycler, known to pick recyclable items out of the public trash and transport them home to recycle them myself, even if I disgust myself in the process.  It just makes me sick to think of what we are doing to our land and sea.  Since having children, perhaps because we consume more, I am more and more aware and upset by this problem.  Please, please, people…

  • own/buy/consume less
  • recycle everything, and use freecycle
  • use reusable bags
  • use what you have
  • grow your own food
  • participate in community supported agriculture/buy local
  • plant a tree

I argue with myself a lot over the first issue, particularly when it comes to my children.  My biggest dilemma right now is that I really, really want a swingset in our yard.   You know, the kind with a climbing wall/rope ladder and slide, and swings, and a platform that (at least in our case) usually serves as a pirate ship.  I want this because I know how much my children would enjoy it.   I keep asking myself “why can’t they just go to the public playground?” and my answer is that they can, and they do, but it would also be nice to just go out into the yard and play while I garden, or do yardwork, or whatever.  And we will probably buy one, maybe with our “economy stimulus money” and just maybe I will assuage my guilt with the knowledge that I’m supporting a local business here.  But I still agonize.

Now when I go to the grocery store, I feel guilty for buying cream cheese and yogurt (which my children live on) that comes in plastic containers, because even though our recycling center claims to accept this plastic, I have watched the guy toss the containers while telling me that, in fact, they don’t.  Now I keep as many of them as I can to store our cleaning products (I make ours) or to use as paint cups.  But I have a somewhat limited need for these things.  Now I picture the plastic floating around in the ocean, breaking into smaller and smaller pieces that the fish eat instead of plankton (because there is a lot more of it, and fish have small brains) and feel guilt.

I apologize to those of you who came here expecting a gardening post and instead were subjected to my diatribe.  But in a way, all these things are related.  I garden mostly for the enjoyment of it, both the process and the results.  It does make me happy to know that it helps to support my family, and that it is a skill that is possibly going to be more and more important to have (and to teach my kids) as food shortages and the prices of food grow, and as the safety of our food supply becomes more and more questionable.

Scott told me the other day that he just doesn’t fall for the “one person can change the world” notion, after I gave him my “disappointed” look (that’s what he said, anyway!) - I had asked him to take reusable bags to the grocery store and he refused – but I really disagree.  I hope everyone will use reusable bags, and that grocery stores refuse to supply plastic bags to consumers.  I think if I do, and you do, that we will collectively grow into a majority that does change things.